My self-perception became extremely negative. I believed everything was wrong with me and that I didn’t deserve to live. It was a loved one who ultimately intervened, finding my notes about suicide and supporting me in seeking professional help from a psychologist. Therapy, along with supportive family and friends, helped me manage my negative thoughts and stop self-harming. I was able to reconnect with my passions and find a community of people who understood what I was going through.
However, my experience with stigma was still a significant challenge. I initially refused medication due to the negative perceptions surrounding mental health treatment. I felt ashamed of seeking therapy and didn’t want people to know about it. Over time, through education and open conversations, I’ve come to realize that there is no one-size-fits-all approach to mental health recovery, and that seeking help in whatever form works best for you is nothing to be ashamed of.
Now, I manage my mental health by talking to my partner and friends, and finding solace in music. I still face setbacks, but I am living a fulfilling life, embracing my identity as a non-binary person, and channeling my experiences into advocacy work to destigmatise mental health.
My key takeaways are that it’s okay to not feel okay, and that there is always hope and support available. I believe fostering compassionate conversations, promoting education, and ensuring accessible mental health resources are crucial to creating a more empathetic and inclusive society where seeking help is encouraged without judgment.